Reasoning

I am doing this as a way to keep all of you informed as to what is going on with me as I go through this whole cancer thing. This way, I can write things once, and not have to call or email so many of you. Don't be offended. I am just doing it this way, as I think I might have some days ahead when I don't feel like writing or talking to anyone.

In all honesty, it is also a way for me to deal with what I am feeling inside. If I said I wasn't scared, worried, or nervous, that would be a lie. Those feelings do creep in to my thoughts from time to time, but I am amazed at how rarely they stay. For the most part, I just deal with it and take things one day at a time. I have already realized that it will do absolutely no good to worry about it, get mad about it, or feel sorry for myself. None of that will make the cancer go away.

I hope my future writings give you some laughs - it is laughter and a great sense of humor that I know is going to get me through this ordeal. Well, that and Caren, and all the good thoughts and prayers I get from all of you.

I have already realized that it will do absolutely no good to worry about it, get mad about it, or feel sorry for myself. None of that will make the cancer go away.

What will make the cancer go away is the support and love I will get from all of you.